Ye kaisa sanjog

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Hum kuch der tak wahan baithe rahe magar jald hi humne faisla kiya ke ab sona chahiye. Hum dono ek sath uth khade huye, drawingroom aur rasoyi ki sabhi battiyan band ki aur corridor ki aur chal pade jehan mera kamra thaa aur jehan jayadatar hum ek dusre ko subhratri ki subhkamna karte the. Mera dil dugni raftar se dhadak raha thaa aur mera dimag hasrat pe hasrat kiye ja raha thaa. 


Maine apne jazbaton ko dum ghutne ki hadd tak daba kar rakha huya thaa. Nam hontho ke subhratri chumban ja alingan ke dohrane ko lekar main poori terah se asvashat nahi thaa. Mujhe apni bhavnayon ko is hadd tak dabana pad raha thaa ke main besudh sa hota ja raha thaa. 


Magar jaisa saame aaya wo khud apni bhanayon ko dabaye huye thee, ek baar jab hum mere kamre ke darwaje par pahunche to wo meri aur badhi. Usne apni bahen meri gardan main dalne ke liye upar uthayi. Maine apni bahen uski kamar par lapet deen aur use apni aur khinch kar pooran alingan main le liya. Hamari gardane aapas main sati huyi thee, hamari chatiyan poore sampark main thee aur meri bahen use thode zor se apne alingan main liye huye thee. Main use kas kar apne se chiptaye huye thaa. Use jaroor mere alingan main meri narazagi mehsoos ki hogi.


Jab humne itne zor se alinganbadh ho gaye the to kudratan hamare hontho ka milna bhi lazmi thaa. Maine apnijivha apne honho par ragad unhe achche se gila kar liya. Jaise hi maine apna sar piche ko kheencha take hamare chehre aamne saamne hon, uska mukh meri aur aaya aur mera mukh uski aur badh gaya. Maine apni bhavnayen bahut daba kar rakhi thee magar ab unhe ubharne ka mauka de diya thaa. Maine apne honth ma ke hontho par rakhe aur unhe thoda sa khol kar uske nichle honth ko apne hontho main le liya. 
Main nahi janta kaise main us adubhut ehsaas ko lafzon main bayan karu, wo ehsaas jab meri ma ne mera upar ka honth apne hontho main le liya aur mujhe halke se chuma. Uske honth gulab ki pankhudiyon ki terah nazuk the. Maine unhe pehle aise nahi mehsoos kiya thaa. Phir usne apna mukh niche ko kiya aur mera nichla honth apne hontho main lekar mujhe phir se chuma. Uske honth mere hontho par fisalne lage, wo apne piche mithe mukhras ki lakeer si chodte jate kyonki mere honth uske danto ko sparash kar rahe the. Maine uska upar ka honth apne hontho main bhar liya aur us par apne honth ghumate huye use dhire dhire chusne laga., uske honth ko apne mukh main sehlane laga. 


Chumban itna lamba thaa ke hum ek dusre ki mithas ko achche se chakh sakte the. Hamare jisam khud ba khud aur zor se ek dusre se satt gaye the. Maine apna akda lund uske jism par dabaya, aur is baar maine yeh jaanbujhkar kiya thaa; wo piche na hati. Magar usne apna jisam bhi mere lund par pratikiriya main nahi dabaya beharhaal kam se kam wo piche to nahi hati thee.



Magar chumban ko khatam to hona hi thaa, jab hum apni bhavnayen khul kar ek dusre se bayan kar chuke the. Usne apna sar meri chati par tika diya aur main use narmi se bahon main thame khada raha. Ek lambi khamoshi cha gayi thee aur hum dono ek dusre ko thame khade the.


Us khamoshi ko ma ne toda. "Ye main kya kar rahi hun?" Wo phusphasayi. Wo ek aisa swal thaa jo wo mujhse jayada khud se kar rahi thee isliye maine koyi jwab na diya. Asal main mere paas us swal ka koyi jwab thaa hi nahi. Phir se khamoshi cha gayi aur phir wo alag ho gayi. Hum ek dusre ke saamne khade the aur hamare bich doori bahut kam thee. Usne apne hath upar kiye aur apne baal sanvarne lagi. Main use apne baal samvarte dekh raha thaa sath hi mera dhyaan uske mummo par thaa jo bahen upar hone ke karan aage ko ubhar aaye the. Wo itni kamuk lag rahi thee ke main aage badhkar use phirse apni bahon main bhar lena chahta thaa. Magar mujhe kisi anjan shakti ne rok liya, esi shakti jisko shaayad main kabhi spashat na kar saku.


Usne apne baal sahi kiye aur phir usne apni nigjtie sahi ki. Phir usne mera chehra apne dono haton main thama aur dhime se mere hontho par chuma. Usne us chumban ko kuch der tak kheencha aur phir mujhe "godnight" keha. Aur phir ekdam se wo wahan se chali gayi.

Wo wahan se ekdam se hadbada kar chali gayi!

Antetah hum ek dusre ko khul kar jata chuke the, bata chuke the ke hum ek dusre se kaya chahte hain. Aur usi samay wo sawal kar usne yeh bhi jata diya thaa ke hamara aisa karna galat thaa. Uska is terah achanak chale jana is baat ka sanket thaa ye kitna galat thaa. Hamari us gehri aatmiyta ke sath sath aatamglani ki bhavna bhi mojud thee aur atamglani ki us bhavna ki tivrata itni thee ke use wahan se lagbhag bhagna pada thaa.


Hamare pachtawe se bachne ka ek hi tarika thaa ke hum aise dikhava karte jaise kuch huya hi nahi thaa jaise hum hamesha pehle karte aaye the jab humen wo atamglani ki bhavna gher laiti thee aur main aur ma dikhava karte ke kuch bhi galat ghatit nahi huya hai. Magar is baar kuch aisa huya thaa jise hum andekha nahi kar sakte the. Mere pitaji abhi bhi sehar se bahar rehne vale the. Hamare paas ek aur raat thee. Main janta thaa yeh samay thaa ke hum us swal ka saamna karte ja phir sabh kuch band kar dete. Yeh sambhav nahi thaa ke hum usi teah adhar main latke rehte. Humen faisla lena thaa ke hum hamare rishte se kaya chahte hain.



Magar kaise? Kaise main use apna dil kholne ko kehta? Kya main uske paas jata aur usase puchta ke mere dwara lund dwane par wo is terah bhaag kyon rahi hai? Wo vichar hi behuda thaa. Main use kisi bhi prakar hamare us rishte ko lekar use apni mansha jahir karne ke liye nahi keh sakta thaa. Main siraf chip sakta thaa. 


Wahan kuch der khada rehne ke paschat main apne kamre main chala gaya. Maine batti band ki aur chadar lekar bed par sone ki koshish main karvaten badlane laga. Meri ankho main neend ka koyi namonishan nahi thaa magar main jaagna bhi nahi chahta thaa. 


Us waqat raat kafi guzar chuki hogi jab maine darwaje par halki si dastak suni. Pehle pehal to maine dhyaan nahi diya, mujhe laga mera veham thaa magar teesri baar dastak hone par mujhe jwab dena pada. Mujhe nahi malum thaa agar mujhe kamre main adhera hi rehne dena chahiye ya bed ke sath lage side lamp ko jala dena chahiye. Main uth gaya aur use bola, "haan ma, aa jao"

Usne dhire se darwaja khola aur dhire se phusphasayi "bea abhi jaag rahe ho?" 


"Haan ma, main jaag raha gun. Andr aa jao" mujhe laga un halaton main lights band rakhna munasib nahi thaa. Isiliye maine bed ke side stand ki light jala di. 


Wo ek gown pehne thee jo use sar se panv tak dhake huye thaa---aisa usne aaj pehli baar kiya thaa. Main chah kar bhi khud ko vash main na rakh saka aur gown ka bariki se muyana karne laga magar mere hath nirasha lagi. Usne jaanbugh kar wo gown pehna thaa jisne uska poora badan dhak diya thaa aur mujhe uske chehre ke siva kuch bhi nazar nahi aa raha thaa. Main ascharyachakit thaa ke akhir usko aisa karne ki kaya jariorat thee. Shaayad mere liye usme ek gehan ishara, ek zordar sandesh chipa huya thaa. 


Usne meri computer vali kursi li aur us par thode waqat ke liye baith gayi. Uski nazren uske panvo par zami huyi thee, wo un alfazon ko dhundane ka prayas kar rahi thee jinse wo apni baat ki suruaat kar sakti. Main chupchap use dekhe ja raha thaa, is vichar se khaufzada ke wo mujhe yehi batane aayi thee ke humen sabh kuch band karna padega.

Wo khamoshi asehniy thee.

Antetah, bahut lambe smay baad, usne khans kar apna gala saaf kiya aur boli: "kya tum mujhse naraz ho?"

Main, asal main uske swal se thoda hairat main pad gaya thaa aur maine use jaldi se jwab diya ke main usase naraz nahi thaa. Magar jwab dene se pehle main sochne ke liye ek pal ruka. Main asmanjas main thaa ke wo yeh kyon soch rahi hai ke main usase naraz hun jabke main is sare ghatnakram ke samay yehi soch soch kar pareshan thaa ke wo mujhse naraz hogi. Akhirkar wo mera lund thaa jo uske jisam par chubha thaa, jisne meri un kamuk bhavnayon ko ujagar kar diya thaa jo uske liye mere man main thee. Aur is par bhi wo mujhse puch rahi thee ke kahin main usase naraz to nahi thaa jaise usne mere sath kuch bura kuch galat kiya thaa.


Akhirkar main bola : "naraz? Nahi ma main tumse bilkul bhi naraz nahi hun" iske sath hi maine yeh bhi jod diya "bhala main tumse naraz kyon hoyunga?"


"Mujhe laga, mujhe laga shaayad .........." Usne apna vakya adhura chod diya. Main uski pareshani vajeh samagh gaya thaa. Uske man main jaroor kuch aur bhi thaa aur main janana chahta thaa ke wo kaya thaa.


"Shaayad kaya ma?" Maine use uksaya.

Wo kuch pal sochti rahi aur phir ek gehri saans lekar tapak se boli: "mujhe laga.......jo kuch hamare bich kuch samay pehle huya tum usko lekar mujhse naraz hoge" 

"Magar main naraz kyon hoyunga?" Main abhi bhi asmanjas main thaa. Jehan tak main janta thaa usme hum dono ki razamandi shamil thee.



"Mujhe laga shaayad main hadd se kuch jayada hi aage badh gayi thee jab humne goodnight keha thaa"

Maine uske andar gehrayi main jhankane ki koshish ki. Wo siraf apne bartav ke bare main soch rahi thee. Use khud se kuch galat ho jane ka bhay sata raha thaa. Mujhe laga wo mere lund ki apne badan par chubhan ke bare main soch bhi nahi rahi thee, na hi is baat ke bare main ke maine bhi use utni hi tammana se chuma thaa jitni tammaa se usne mujhe. Wo siraf apne chumne ke bare main soch rahi thee, jaise ye sabh poori terah se ektarafa thaa, jaise hamare prem sambandh main siraf wohi hissa le rahi thee.


"Kaya matlab ke tum hadd se aage badh gayi thee" maine jaanbujhkar anjan bante huye pucha. Mere liye yeh baat bahut raahat dene wali thee ke wo khud ko kasoorvar thehra rahi thee aur mujh par koyi dosh nhi madh rahi thee. Mujhe laga sthiti mere niyantaran main hai kyonki wo rakshatmak mudra main thee jabke mujhe ab darne ki koyi jaroorat nahi thee jaisa main pehle soche baitha thaa. 


Wo dubidha main thee. Mujhe achi terah se malum thaa wo kiss bare main baat kar rahi hai magar main uske mukh se sunana chahta thaa ke uska ishara kis aur hai. 


Wo kuch der tak apne jwab ke bare main sochti rahi. Achanak se wo bahut pasat baht thaki huyi nazar aane lagi. Wo us kursi par chupchap baithi apne paon ko dekhe ja rahi thee aur uske hath dono baglon se kursi ko ks kar pakde huye the.


Khamoshi ke wo kuch pal kuch ghanto ke brababr the, usne apna chehra upar uthaya aur meri aur dekha; “kya yeh sambhav hai ke tum vakayi main nahi jante main kis bare main baat kar rahi hoon?!”

“kya yeh sambhav hai ke tum vakayi main nahi jante main kis bare main baat kar rahi hoon?!”


Maine use dekha aur wo mujhe dekh rahi thee. Uski ankhe main bahut gambhirata thee. Balke mujhe uski ankho main ek anjana darr bhi nazar aaya. Use darr tha ke wo us baat ko bahut badha Chadha kar pesh kar rahi hai, jabke main is baat se anjan thaa ke hamare bich kaya chal raha hai. Dusre lafzon main kahiye to, wo us mudde ko tool de rahi the jise chedne ki use koyi avshaykta nahi thee. Main dekh sakta thaa ke use apni sanso par kabu rakhne main dikkat ho rahi thee.


Main us swal ka jwab nahi dena chahta thaa. Magar ab jab usne swal pucha thaa to mujhe jwab dena hi thaa. “main janta hun tum kis bare main baat kar rahi ho.” Maine bina kuch aur jode baat ko wahin tak simat rakha.


Wo chupchap baithi thee, bass sochti ja rahi thee. Uske mathe ki gehri shikne bata rahi thee ke wo kitni gehrayi se soch rahi thee. Wo kisi vichar ko janch rahi thee magar use keh nahi paa rahi thee. Wo use kehne ke sahi lafzon ko dhundhane ki koshish kar rahi thee. Akhirkar, usne ek gehri saans li take apne dil ki dhadkano ko kabu kar sake aur chehre par apar ghambhirta liye mujhe pucha: “to batao main kis bare main baat kar rahi thee?”


Usne sidhe sidhe mujhe mauka diya thaa ke main sabh kuch khule main le aata. Ab waqat aa gaya thaa ke jo bhi hamare bich chal raha thaa us par khul kar baat ki jaye kyonki usne bahut saaf saaf pucha thaa ke hamare bich chal kaya raha thaa. 


Mujhe kuch samay laga ek upyukat jwab sochne ke liye, aur jab maine apna jwab soch liya to uski ankho main ankhe daal kar dekha aur keha: “baat poori terah se saaf Hai ke hum dono main se koyi bhi pehl nahi karna chahta.” 


Maine dekha uske chehre par ek rang aa raha thaa aur dusra ja raha thaa aur phir wo kuch normal ho gayi. Halanke maine bahut saaf saaf ishara kar diya thaa ke kya chal raha hai, wo pratyaksh baat poori saaf aur sidhe lafzon main sunana chahti thee na ke anischit lafzon main ke main kis bare main baat kar raha hoon. Uski pratikiriya spashat aur meri ummeed ke mutabik hi thee: “kaya matlab tumhara? Kis baat ke liye pehal?” 


Main behichak saaf saaf lafzon main bayan kar sakta thaa magar hamare bich jo cha raha thaa uske sath ek aisa gehra kalank juda huya thaa, wo itna sharamsar kar dene wala thaa ke us pal bhi jab sabh kuch khule main aa chukka thaa hum use svikar karne se katra rahe the. Itna hi nahi ke humame se koyi bhi pehla kadam nahi uthana chahta thaa balke humame se koyi bhi yeh bhi svikar nahi karna chahta thaa ke kisi baat ke liye pehal karne ki jaroorat thee. 


Kamre main chayi gambhirta ki prablata avishvasniy thee. Wo apni ukhadi saanso par kabu pane ke liye apne mukh se saans le rahi thee. Mere dil ki dhadkane bhi bekabu ho rahi thee jab main jwab ke liye upyukat lafzon ka chunab kar raha thaa. Meri nashon main khoon itni tezi se daud raha thaa ke mere sare vichar bhatak rahe the. Main janta thaa wo samay ekdam upyukat thaa, main janta thaa ke hum dono har baat se poori terah avgat the, main janta thaa ke humame se kisi ek ko maryada ki us laksham rekha ko paar karne thaa, magar yeh karna kaise thaa, yeh ek samasaya thee. 


Uske swal ka jwab dene ki vajay maine uske saamne apna ek vichar rakha: “tum janti ho ma jab hum dono is bare main baat nahi karte the to sabh kuch kitna asan thaa, koyi bhi pareshani nahi thee”


Usne rahat ki lambi sans li aur uske chehre par muskarahat cha gayi. maine mehsoos kiya ke uski wo muskarahat un sabh mushkarahaton se jayada pyari thee jitni maine aaj tak kisi bhi aurat ke chehre par dekhi thee. Apna badan dhila chodte huye usne mujhe jwab diya : “hun, tumhari is baat se main poori terah sehmat hoon. 


Maine uske sundar mukhade aur tarashe huye hontho ko dekha. Wo bahut mohak lag rahi thee halanke uska badan poori terah se dhanka huya thaa. Ek baat to pakki thee ke hamare bich baraf ki wo diwar pighal chuki thee. Hamare bich jo kuch chal raha thaa us par apartayakash roop se hum dono sehmat the aur hum dono jante the ke hum aprichit aur varjit kshetar main dakhil ho chuke hain.


Main bahut hi uttejit thaa. Mera lund itna akda huya thaa ke mujhe darad mehsoos ho raha thaa. main use apni bahon main bhar lena chahta thaa aur uske jism ko apne jism ke sath daba huya mehsoos karna chahta thaa. main uske mummo ko apni chati par ragadate mehsoos karna chahta thaa. main apne hathon se uski peeth sehlana chahta thaa, uski gand maslana chahta thaa. Main uske hontho main honth daal kar khule dil se chumna chahta thaa aur chahta thaa ke wo bhi mujhe utni hi hasrat se khul kar chume.