Ye kaisa sanjog

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Main thoda sa udas aur kuch nirash thaa is soch se ke us rekha ko kabhi paar nahi kiya ja sakta. Jaroor hamare pass ek dusre ko dene ke liye kuch thaa magar hum wo dusre ko de nahi sakte the. Main bina kisi spasht karan khud ko hatash mehsoos kar raha thaa aur dil par itna bojh mehsoos ho raha thaa ke agle din main tv dekhne bhi nahi gaya.

EK baar phir se main apne room main hi raha. Asliyat main, main uska dhyaan aur bhi pni aur khinchna chahta thaa, kyonki mujhe yakeen thaa ke tv room main meri anupsthiti ki aur uska dhyaan jayega aur wo jaroor koshih karegi dikhane ki ke use hamare raat ke sath ki kami mehsoos ho rahi hai. Asliyat main, main ek parman ke liye taras raha thaa ke use bhi hamare sath ki bahut jaroorat hai.

Wo mujhe dekhne ayi, jaisie maine umeed ki thee ke wo aayegi, jaise mera dil chahta thaa ke wo aaye.

Main apne computer par kam nahi kar raha thaa isliye pichli baar ka bahana nahi bana sakta thaa. Main bed par bitha huya thaa aur soch raha thaa.

"Beta tum theek to ho" usne naram swar main pucha.

"Haan, main theek hun ma. Bas thodi thakawat si mehsoos ho rahi hai" 

Wo thodi asmanjas main nazar aa rahi thee. Main leta huya nahi thaa jaisa ke muhe hona chahiye thaa agar main vaakayi main bahut thaka huya hota. Main to bas bed par aram se baitha huya thaa. Uske chehre par chinta ke badal mandrane lage aur main bata nahi sakta thaa ke wo chinta kis vishay main kar rahi hai. Main uske haab-bhav padhne ki koshiah ar teha thaa ke shaayad mujhe kuch sanket mil jaye. Magar mujhe kuch na mila.