Ye kaisa sanjog

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Mujhe bahut jald ehsaas ho gaya ke main bahut jyada umeede lagaye baitha hoon. Yeh itna bhi asan nahi thaa. wo siraf ek aurat nahi thee jiske sath main itni zidd pakde baitha thaa, wo meri ma thee. Wo sidhe sidhe wo sabh nahi kar sakti thee, wo un aam tarikon se mujhse pesh nahi aa sakti thee, ek ma hone ke nate mere sath uska vyabhar wo aamtaur par wala nahi ho sakta thaa jo mere aur kisi prayi nari ke bich sambhav hota. Usne khud ko thodi dheel jaroor di thee magar wo kisi bhi surat main iske aage nahi badh sakti thee.


Mujhe shanth hone main thoda waqat laga, magar jab main ek baar shanth ho gaya to main drawing room main chala gaya.


“tum theek to ho na” usne chintat swar main pucha.

Wo meri aur jigyasapurvak dekh rahi thee, mera chehra mere haav bhav padhne ki koshish kar rahi thee. Magar ab main apne jazbaton par kabu pa chukka thaa, aur ab sabh sahi thaa, ab sabh samanay thaa, jaise hona chahiye thaa. 


Yeh pani ki terah saaf thaa ke main apni ma ko pana chahta thaa, use pane ke liye tadap raha thaa. yeh bhi saaf thaa ke main ek khatarnaak khel khel raha thaa. Jis cheez ko main haasil karne par tula huya thaa wo meri ho hi nahi sakti thee. Wo kisi bhi kimat par meri nahi ho sakti thee. Aur is se bhi dilchasp baat yeh thee ke main chahta thaa ke ma bhi mujhe usi terah chahe jis terah main use chahta thaa! Main chahta thaa uske andar bhi mere liye waise hi jazbaat hon jaise uske liye mere andar the jo shaayad uske andar nahi the. Asliyat main wo jazbaat uske andar the, mujhe poora yakeen thaa wo the magar wo unhe jaahir nahi kar sakti thee. Yeh hamari dubidha thee, kashamkash thee. Hamare andar ek dusre ke liye jazbaat the magar hum unhe ek dusre par jaahir nahi kar sakte the.


Main janana chahta thaa ke uske dimag main kaya chal raha thaa. Main janana chahta thaa ke wo kaya soch rahi hai. Mujhe poora abhas thaa magar antetah yeh sari atkalbazi thee. Main sabh kuch poori terah saaf saaf janana chahta thaa. Usase janane ka koyi rasta nahi thaa, is liye hum dono chupchap tv dekhne lage, hamesha ki terah. Mujhe jigyasa ho rahi thee ke shaayad wo mujhse kisi ishare ja sanket ki umeed kar rahi hogi. Magar phir yeh bhi ek andaza hi thaa, kuch bhi spashat nahi thaa.


Main is baar bhi uske sath hi drawing room se nikla. Hum mere room ke age khade the aur is baar main mere kamre ke darwaje ki aur badha take use pichli baar ki terah mujhe dhakelna na pade. Jab wo meri aur badhi aur mere nazdik aayi to mera badan tanav se kasne laga.Main nahi janta thaa main kaya chahta hun kyonki mujhe malum nahi thaa main kaya pa sakta hoon. Magar ek baat main poore vishwas se janta thaa ke main pehle ki tuna main jyada pana chahta thaa. Main buri terah se uttejit thaa aur mera lund paththar ke saman kathor ho chukka thaa. 


Maine dhyaan diya wo aaj wohi wala perfume lagaye huye hai jiski maine us din hamare kamre main tareef ki thee. Aaaj main ise achche se sungh sakta thaa kyonki wo us raat ke muqable aaj bilkul mere paas khadi thee aur wo mehak meri andar kamounmad ki jal rahi jwala ko hawa dekar aur bhadka rahi thee. 


“Ma tumhare badan se kitni pyari sugandh aa rahi hai” main dhire se phusphsaya aur apne honth ache se gile kar liye. Honth gile karna ab hamare liye aam baat thee, ja main keh sakta hun ke hum usase kafi aage badh chuke the. Hontho ki nami subhratri ke chumban ko aur bhi behtar bana deti thee, aur kyonki is par ab tak ma ne koyi etraz nahi jataya thaa, isliye maine ise hamari dincharya ka anivarya hissa bana liya thaa. maine hamare alingan ko aur bhi aatmiy banane ka faisla kar liya thaa. Yeh ma thee jisne alingan ki suruaat ki thee isliye mujhe laga ke use thoda sa aur thos banane main koyi haraz nahi hai. 


Use apni bahhon main lete hi uske mumme meri chati se sat gaye aur mere poore jisam main sansnanat daud gayi. Mujhe dar thaa wo piche hatt jayegi magar wo nahi hati. Mujhe ehsaas huya ke uske honth bhi poore nam the isliye mera upar wala honth uske hontho main phisal gaya aur uska nichla honth mere hontho main phisal gaya. Maine use apni bahon main thame huye uske honho par halka sa dwab badhaya. Uske badan ne ek halka sa jhatka khaya magar usne mujhe hataya nahi aur khud bhi piche nahi hati. Jab uske badan ne jhatka khaya aur uska jisam thoda sa hila dula to maine bhi uske hilne dulne ke hisab se khud ko vyavasthit kiya. Jab hum phir se sthir huye to maine paya mera lund uske jisam main chubh raha thaa.

Hum jald hi juda ho gaye aur wo apne kamre ki taraf badh gayi. Main nahi janta thaa ke mera khada lund uske jism ke kis hisse pe chubha thaa magar main itna jaroor janta thaa ke hamare jismo ke bich us khas sampark ko hum dono ne bakhubi nehsoos kiya thaa. Us chubhan ko mehsoos karne ke baad uske man main koyi shak baki na raha hoga ke main uttejit thaa, ke main uski vejah se utteji thaa, ke main uske dwara lagayi kamounmad ki aag main jal raha thaa. 


Maine apne jazbaat us par jaanbujhkar jahir nahi kiye the, yeh bas apne aap ho gaya thaa. Yeh ek sanyog thaa. Magar mera lund bahut kathor thaa, bahut jyada kthor aur uska is aur dhyaan jana lazim thaa. 


Uske jane ke bad main samagh nahi paa raha thaa ke mujhe kis terah mehsos karna chahiye. Kya mujhe is baat se darna chahiye ke wo hamesha hamesha ke liye hamare bich diwar khadi kar degi aur hamare us der raaton ke sath ka ant ho jayega? Kya mujhe nirash hona chahiye thaa ke mere akde lund ko mehsos karne ke baad bhi usne koyi pratikiriya nahi di thee? Ya mujhe khush hona chahiye ke mere jazbaat uske same ujagar ho gaye the chahe wo ek sanyog hi thaa. 


Agar main kuch kar sakta thaa to wo tha aane wale agle din ka intezar. Magar agli raat wo mere sath tv dekhne ke liye drawing room main nahi aayi.


Main uska intezar pe intezar karta raha, wo ab aayi ke ab aayi, magar wo nahi aayi. Main use dekhne uske kamte main nahi ja sakta thaa kyonki wahan mere pitaji soye huye the. Mujhe laga usne faisla kar liya tha ke ab hamare us anandmayi, kamounmad se labrej khawab ka ant karne ka samay aa gaya hai, balke mere us sundar, kamuk khawab ka ant karne ka samay aa gaya hai. Sabhi sanket saaf saaf bata rahe the ke hamare bich kya chal raha thaa, magar jab mere lund ki chuban use mehsoos huyi hogi to use khud ba khud ehsaas huya hoga ke meri tammanna kaya thee, meri abhilasha kaya thee aur main kis cheez ki kamna kar raha thaa aur yeh ehsaas hote hi usne sabh kuch band kar dene ka faisla kiya thaa. Main bahut udas ho gaya aur mujhe bahut hatasha bhi huyi. Maine jaanbughkar apna lund uske badan par nahi dabaya thaa, wo asavdhani main ho gaya thaa magar ab mujhe iski keemat to chukani hi thee.


Dusri raat ko ma tv dekhne aayi jaroor magar wo jayada der wahan na ruki. Mujhe mauka na mila ke main usase puch sakta ke wo pichli raat kyon nahi aayi, ya ke sabhkuch theek thaa, ya phir kya maine kuch galat kiya thaa? Wo ittefakan ho gaya thaa magar ab use jaroor hamare us khel ki bhayavahata ka ehsaas ho gaya hoga. Jab wo gayi to usne mujhe chuma nahi thaa. Usne siraf juwani 'goodnight' keha thaa.


Wo mujhe bahut spashatata se is baat ke sanket de rahi thee ke hamare bich wo sabh kuch khatam ho chuka thaa jiski humne suruaat ki thee. Usne jaroor mehsoo kiya hoga ke hum hadh se aage badhte ja rahe the aur isliye use is khatam kar dena chahiy thaa isase pehle ke baat hath se nikal jati jiski yojna main pehle hi bana chuka thaa. Uska drishtikon bilkul sahi thaa isiliye usne sabh kuch wahin ka wahin khatam kar dena uchit samgha thaa.


Main bahut byakul thaa, bahut ashant thaa. Mujhe ek gehan udasi ki anubhuti ho rahi thee jo hamare aaspaas aur hamare bich chayi huyi thee. Aisa lagta thaa jaise hamare bich koyi rishta banane se pehle hi toot gaya thaa. Jo kuch huy thaa uski hum aapas main charcha tak nahi kar sakte the kyonki vastav main kuch huya hi nahi thaa.


Hamare bich jo kuch thaa uske kho jane ke baad mujhe uski bahut yaad aa rahi thee. Magar wo jo kuch bhi kar rahi thee maine use kabool kar liya thaa. Mujhe ehsaas ho gaya thaa wo khud kin halaton se guzar rahi hai. Agar main apni pratikiriya ko dekhta aur meri takleef jaise apni ma ki takleef ko bhi samghata to mujhe uske liye bhi bahut dukh mehsoos ho raha thaa. 


Ab na to wo nam subhratri chumban the aur na hi wo sukhad ehsas karane wale alingan. Us raat ke baad bhi aane wali raton ko wo mere sath tv dekhne ko aati magar achchi raat guzarane ki uski subhkamna hamesha juwani hoti. 


Jab agli baar mere pitaji sehar se bahar gaye, to mujhe nahi malum thaa agar hum pehle ki hi bhanti koyi film dekhenge aur der raat tak ikaththe samay bayatit karenge. Mujhe umeed thee ke hum pehle ki hi terah samay bitayenge magar maine khud ko badle halaton ke anusar chote se ratri milan ke sath ke liye tyaar rakha. 


Wakayi main hamare pitaji ke jane ke baad us raat hamara sath thode samay ke liye hi thaa magar ye main thaa jisne hamare us ratri ke sath ko chota kar diya thaa. Maine wahan se jaldi uthane aur apne kamre main jane ka faisla kar liya. Main hamare bich ki us doori ko bardashat nahi kar sakta thaa aur waise bhi film dekhne ka mera bilkul bhi man nahi tha kyonki pehle jaisa kuch bhi nahi thaa ja kam se kam jaisa main chahta thaa waisa kuch bhi nahi thaa. Maine use goodnight bola aur us akele tv dekhne ke liye chod wahan se chal gaya. 



Use jaroor malum thaa ke main pateshan thaa. Usne mehsoos kiya hoga ke main khush nahi thaa. 


Main apne kmre main gaya aur darwaja band kar diya. Apne bed par laita main karvaten badal raha thaa. 


Mera dil joron se dhadak utha jab us raat kuch samay baad maine apne darwaje par dastak suni.

Apne darwaje par us raat thodi der baad dastak sun mera dil zoron se dhadak utha. Main lagbhag bhaag kar darwaja kholne gaya. Wo mere samne wohi us raat wali nightie pehne wohi perfume lagaye mehakti huyi khadi thee, usne halka sa shringar kiya huya thaa aur bahut hi pyari lag rahi thee.

Usne apna hath aage meri aur badhaya aur keha, "aao beta tv dekhte hain. Itni bhi kaya jaldi sone ki!" 


Maine apna hath uske hath ma diya aur wo mera hath thame mujhe vaapis drawing room main le gayi. Main is achanak badlav se atyadhik khush thaa, halanke main nahi janta thaa is sabka matlab kaya hai ya wo chahti kaya hai. Hum usi sofe par baith tv par kuch dekhne lage. Mujhe yaad nahi hum dekh kaya rahe the. Main apne vicharon main khoya huya halaton main aaye achanak badlav ke bare main soch raha thaa.