Ye kaisa sanjog

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Mujhe aisa lag jaise wo kuch kehna chahti thee mgar wo alfaz kehne ke liye wo khud ko tyaar na kar saki. Main bhi kuh kehna chahta thaa magar kya kahun ye meri samagh main nahi aa raha thaa. Antetah wo door ki au mudi aur bina goodnight bole jane lagi. 

Uska is terah bina kuch bole jana khud main ek khas baat thee. Main shaayad uske sath jyadati kat raha thaa. Maine usko is samasaya se ubarne ka faisla kiya. Maine khud ko bhi is samasya se bach nikalne ka mauka diya.

"Agar tum thoda sa samay dogi to main abhi aata huun. Phir milkar tv dekhenge ma" Hamari dubidha, hamara sankoch, hamari sharam, agar hum ye sabh mehsoos karte the to ise katam karne aur vaapas pehle wale hlaton main lautane ka sabse badhiya tarika yehi thaa ke hum sabh kuch bhul kar aise vartav karte jaise kuch huya hi na ho.

Maine dekh sakta thaa ke uske kandhon se ek bhari bogh utar gaya thaa kyonki wo ekdam se khil uthi thee, mujhe bhi ekdam se achha mehsoos hone laga. Pichli raat kuch bhi ghatit nahi huya thaa. Humne kuch bhi nahi kiya thaa, aur humne galat to bilkul bhi kuch nahi kiya thaa.

Humne tv on kiya. Is baar humne ek do vishyon par halki fulki baten bhi ki. Kisi karan hamare bich pehle ke mukable jyada hel-mel thaa. Hum men kuch dostana ho gya thaa. Halanke hamara ratri milan chota thaa magar pehle ke muqabke jyada arathpuran thaa. Humne ise ek dusre ko goodnight bol khatam kiya aur ek dusre ke hontho pe halka sa chumban liya- ek halka, sukha aur namalum padne wala chumban. Uske baad hum dono apne apne kamron main chale gaye. 

Uske baad ke ane wale dino main maine uske chumban ke us meethe swad ko apni yaadashat main taza rakhne ki bahhut koshish ki. Humne apni rozana ki jindagi vaise hi chalu rakhi jisme hum ikaththe baithkar tv dekhte, kuch batchit karte aur phir raat ka ant ek ratri chumban se karte- ek halke, sukhe aur namalum chalne wale chumbn se. 

Main itna zaroor kahunga ke hamare bich gile chumbano ke pehle ki tulna main ab hel-mel badh gaya thaa. Hamare bich ek aisa sambandh viksit ho raha thaa jisne humen aur bhi karib la diya thaa. Hum ab vaastav main ek dusre se aur ek dusre ke bare main khul kar jyada baatchit karne lage the. Aisa lagta thaa jise uske paas kehne ke liye bahaut kuch thaa kyonki main bahut der takk baitha uski baten sunta rehta jo aam taur par rojmarra ki jindgi ki sadharan ghatnayon par hoti theen. 

Ab is padav par main do cheezen jaroor batana chahunga. Pehli to yeh ke bina apne pita ka dhyaan khinche hamare liye ye kaise mumkin thaa itna samay eksath bita pana? Dusra, apni dincharya uski pitaji ke sath dincgarya se alag rakhna hamare liye kaise mumkin thaa? 

Hamara ghar english ke u-shap ke akar main bana huya hai. Mere pitaji ka bedroom left leg ke akhiri kone pe hai, jabke kitchen right leg ke akhiri kone pe hai. Kitchen ke baad drawing room hai jisme hum tv dekhte hain. Drawing room ke baad mera kamra hai. Mere kamre ke baad ek aur kamra hai. Uske baad pitaji ke side wali left leg suru hoti hai, jehan ek kamra hai aur uske baad mere mata pita ka bedroom. Mere pitaji ki side ke corridor main ek bada glass door thaa jo ek verandeh main khulta thaa jiske dusre sire par meri taraf ke corridor aur kitchen ke bicho bich thaa. Din ke samay ma apne corridor se us glaas door ka istemal kar kitchen main aati jati thee. Raat ke samay verandeh ke door band hote the isliye pehle use kitchen se drwing room jana padta thaa aur wahan se corridor main jo mere room ke samne se guzarta thaa phir mere room ke sath wala kamra, phir dusri teraf ka kamra aur ant main pitaji ka kamra. 

Pitaji ke kamre se drawing room ki doori kafi lambi thee jisas unke liye ghar ki is side par kaya ho raha hai, sun pana ya dekh pana namumkin thaa. Hum kam awaz main bina unko pareshan kiye tv dekh sakte the ja baatchit kar sakte the kyonki tv ki awaz kabhi bhi un takk nahi pahunch sakti thee aur na hi tv ja kitchen ki light unke liye pareshani ka sbab ban sakti thee. Iske bawjood hum apni awaz bilkul dheemi rakhte ta ke wo jaag na sake. Hamen dekhne ka ek hi tarika thaa ke wo khud drawing room main chlkar aate magar mere mata pita ke paas unki ek apni choti fridge thee aur sath hi main chai aur coffee maker bhi unke paas thaa. Isliye jab wo khane ke baad ek baar apne kamre main chale jate the to unko kabhi bhi is aur vaapas aane ki jaroorat nahi padti thee. 
Main subeh college jata thaa. College se dopehar ko lautata thaa aur phir rat ko tution jata thaa jabke mere pita subah aath se panch takk kaam karte the. Wo subah che baje ke karib nikalate the kyonki unko thoda door jana padta thaa. Wo sham ko saat baje ke karib laut aate, khana khate, kuch time tv dekhte aur lagbhag nau baje ke karib apne room main chale jate. Jab main tution se vaaas aata tab takk pitaji so chuke hote. Main naha dhokar khana khata aur phir tv dekhne baith jata jisme ab meri ma bhi mera sath nibhane aa jati. Isase meri ma ko itna smay mil jata ke uski dincharya ka ek hissa pitaji ke sath guzarta aur dusra hissa wo mere sath tv dekh kar guzarati. Is dincharya se use na to pitaji ki chinta rehti aur na hi jald sone ki.

Jaise jaise main aur meri ma dono jyada se jyada samay ek sath bitane lage, dhire dhire hamari aatmiyta badhne lagi. Kabhi kabhi ma usi sofe par baithati jis par main baitha hota, halanke wo dusri taraf ke kone par baithati. Yeh siraf samay ki baat thee ke humame se koyi ek phir se hamare chumbano main kuch aur jodne ki koshish karta. Ab swal yeh thaa ke pehal kaun karega aur dusra uska jwab kaise dega. 

Ek vaar weekend par mere pitaji ek seminar main hissa lene sehar se bahar gaye huye the. Unke jane se hum ek dusre ke sath aur bhi khul kar pesh aa rahe the. Main ek nayi film bazaar se kharid laya. Hum dono aram se befikar hokar film dekh rahe the kyonki aaj usko jane ki koyi jaldi nahee thee. Hum dono us raat aur raton ki tulna main bahut der takk ek dusre ke sath baithe rahe. Jehan takk ke din main kharidi film khatam hone ke baad hum tv par ek dusri film dekhne lage. Us raat vakayi hum bahut der takk drawing room main baithe rahe. Ant main khud maine, na ke ma ne keha ke ab humen sona chahiye.