Vidhwa ka Faisla

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Mera naam Pinky hai. Umar 28 saal ki lekin aaj mein ek vidhwa hoon. Aaj mein meri jindagi ka ek secret aapko bayan kar rahi hoon. Jise padh kar aapko faisla karna hai ki main sahi hoon yaa galat. Meri shaadi huye 2 saal beet gaye aur mere pati meri shaadi ke 6 mahine baad hi gujar gaye. Mere papa aur mummy ka dehant 7 barash pahle ek car accident mein ho gaya tha. 2 saal pahle mere do bhai, Jeetu aur Ajay ne bade dhoom-dhaam se meri shaadi ki. Dono bhai mujhse 7 aur 5 saal bade hai. Dono ki shaadiyan ho chuki hai. Shaadi to bade dhoom-dhaam se huyi lekin Suhaag Raat se hi main apne aap ko taghi huyi mehsoos karne lagi. Mera pati Ashok bada hi sexy aadmi tha. Shuhaag Raat ki raat woh saraab ke nashe mein jhoomta hua aaya aur mere saath koyi baatein naa karke sirf apni hawas mitane ki koshish karne laga. Mere kapde usne kheench kar mujhese alag kar diye. Mere nange jism ko dekhkar uski aankhein chamak ne lagi. Aakhir kyon nahi chamakti. Mere husn hai hi aisa. Meri ufanti huyi jawaani ko dekhkar kayi ghayal ho chuke hai. Gora-chitta badan aur uss per upar waale ki meharbaani se ekdum perfect utaar aur chadhav. Badi ankhon ke alaawa mere patle aur nazuk honth. Taraase huye mere mumme aur patli kamar. Gol-gol chutad aur gadrayi huyi janghein. Kapde pahne hone ke bavzood raah chalte huye log aahein bharte the phir yahan to mera jism ek dum beparda mere pati ki ankhon ke saamne tha. Ashok ne jhat se apne kapde utaare aur jhumta hua mujhe apni bahon mein lekar bedardi se mere gaal aur mere dono mummo ko masalne laga. Apne daanto se mujhe kaat kar mere mummo per apne nishaan de daale. Phir apne Lund ko haath mein lekar meri tango ko chauda kiya aur mujh per toot pada. Uska Lund dikhne mein ek mazboot Lund dhikayi pad raha tha. Mujhe laga ki yeh maujhe buri tarah se raund daalega. Usne mere dono hothon per apne hoth rakhte huye ek karara shot meri Choot per de maara. Main cheekh se bilbilai lekin mere hoth uske hotho se chipke huye the. Awaaj nahi nikli lekin ankhon se dard ke aanshu bah nikle. Phir wah mujhe chodta gaya lekin 5 minute mein hi mujh per se utar kar bagal mein so gaya. Uske Lund se nikla virya meri Choot aur meri jhangho per chipchipahat paida kar raha tha. Mere jism abhi tak tyaar hi nahi hua tha ki uska rus nikal gaya. Maine siskate huye saari raat gujaari. Phir yeh sissalaa roj hone laga. Ab mujhe Ashok ke baare mein sab kuchh pata chal chuka tha. Woh bachpan se hi aiyaashi karta aa raha tha. Uski kayi auraton se sambandh the. Isi wajah se uske ghar waalo ne uski shaadi kar di ki shaadi ke baad sudhar jaayega. Lekin uski jawaani khatam ho chuki thi. Roj mere badan mein aag lagaa kar khud chain ki neend sota aur main raat bhar karwatein badalte huye saari raat nikaal deti. Kabhi-kabhi blue films ki CD laakar room ke CD player mein mujhe filme dikhata. Un films ko dekhkar main to sulagti rahti lekin Ashok 5-7 minute ke maje lekar unko raat bhar dekhta rahta. In filmo ki tarah hi kabhi-kabhi meri gaand bhi maar deta. Mukh se uske Lund ko 3-4 din mein choosna hi padta. Jis din uska Lund mere muhn mein jaata us din meri Choot ko sakoon rehta tha. Lekin dhire-dhire uska kamjor jism aur kamjor padta gaya aur shaadi ke 6 maah baad is duniya se gujar gaya. Mere dono bhai mujhe apne saath hi apne ghar le aaye. Halanki dono ab alag-alag rahne lage the. Dono ke ghar paas-paas hi the. Do-teen mahine to jaise-taise gujar gaye lekin ab mere andar ki vasna ki aag mujhe jalaane lagi. 

Her raat ko bhabhiyon ko bhaiya ke saath hansi-mazak karte dekh mera man bhi chhat-pataane lagta. Meri dono bhabhiya hai bhi sexy nature ki aur mere dono bhaiyo ko apne control mein rakhti thi. Lekin naa jaane kya hua ki dono bhabhiyan mujhse naraaz rahne lagi. Unhe lagta tha ki main unki CID karti hoon. Ek din mujhe lekar ghar mein bada hangama hua. Phir faisla hua ki mere naam 10 laakh ki fixed deposit kar mujhe hamare puraane ghar mein rahna hoga. Main badi dukhi huyi. Sasuraal to chhuta hi tha ab maika bhi chhoot raha hai. Phir main apne bhaiya logo ko dukhi nahi karna chahti thi. Apne puraane makaan mein aa gayi. Yeh makaan mere mummy papa ne liya tha. 1 bedroom aur 1 hall ka cottage tha. College ke paas tha. Din bhar to chahal pahal rahti lekin shaam hone ke baad ekka-dukka aadmi hi road per nazar aata. Main akeli us ghar mein rahne lagi. Jab din mein man nahi lagta to college campus mein chali jaati. Aajkal ke nauzavaan chhore aur chhokriyon ko dekha karti thi. Halaanki mujhe college chhode huye 5 saal hi beetein hai lekin tab mein aur ab mein kaafi farak aa chuka hai. Iss college ke paas hi ek pahadi hai aur sunsaan jungle numa jagah hai. Bada jungle to nahi hai lekin sunsaan rahta hai. College ke ladke-ladki wahan apne pyaar ka izhaar karne chale jaate hai. Dopahar mein ghumne jaati to 7-8 jode mujhe mil hi jaate. Apas mein khoye huye. Ek dusre ki bahon mein chhupe huye. Kayi chumban lete huye mil jaate. Dur kahin ghani jhaadiyon mein ek dusre ke badan ko sahlaate huye bhi milte the. Main inko dekhte huye aage badh jaati lekin mere jism mein ek sarsarahat shuru ho jaati. Kitni baar mera man bekaabu ho jaata lekin kya karti main. Kaafi baar kisi ladke ko ladki ke mumme ko chuste huye dekha aur kitni hi baar kisi ladki ko apne pyaare ke Lund se khelte huye dekha hai maine. Dil mein halchal machi huyi rahti. Ghar aa kar thande paani se naha kar apne jism ko thanda karne ki koshish karti lekin sab bekaar tha. Phir ek din market se gazar le aayi aur apni Choot mein daal kar apni aag ko thanda karne ki koshish ki. Iss se thodi raahat mili. Ab yeh meri roj ki aadat ho gayi. Phir ek din mere nanihaal ke ghar ke paas se ek aadmi aaya. Jise dekhte hi main pahchaan gayi. Raaj naam hai uska. Mujhse 4 saal bada. Mera nanihaal yahan se 60 kilometer ki duri per ek chhote se gaon mein hai. 7-8 saal pahle gayi thi. Tab mere nanaji jinda the. Ab mauzud nahi hai. Wahi meri jaan-pehchaan Raaj se huyi thi. Raaj ek graduate tha aur waha ek chhoti si dukaan chalata hai. Gaon ka alhad nauzavan jise maano kisi ki fikra nahi ho. Manchale kism ka hai lekin badmaash nahi. Maine use dekhte hi puchha, "Arre Raaj, yahan kaise?" Raaj mujhe dekhte hi kaha, "Kaisi ho Pinky. Tumhare baare mein pata chala to milne aa gaya. Tumhare sasuraal gaya tha lekin maloom pada tum yahan rahti ho." Main boli, "Haan ab takdeer ko jo manzoor wahi…" Raaj bola, "Sun kar bada dukh hua." Main boli, "Koyi baat nahi. Tum batao kaise ho. Shaadi ki yaa nahi?" Raaj, "Aare itni jaldi kya hai? Jise dekho meri shaadi ke pichhe pada rahta hai." Main kaha, "To naraaz kyon hote ho. Jab shaadi ke laayak umar ho tabhi to sab jane puchhte hai naa." "Kar lenge shaadi bhi aur jab karenge to sab ko bataa kar hi karenge," kahkar Raaj hansne laga. Phir hum logo mein nayi-purani baatein hone lagi. Baaton se hi pata chala ki Kmal har 15-20 dino se shahar aata tha apni dukaan ke liye kharid-dari karne. 2-3 din rukta phir gaon chala jaata. Raat ko kisi hotel yaa kisi guesthouse mein rukta aur din bhar bazaar mein ghumta purchasing ke liye. Tabhi maine kah diya, "Hotel yaa guesthouse mein kyo rukte ho. Yeh ghar kis kaam aayega." Raaj thoda sakpaka kar bola, "Lekin tum to yahan akeli rahti ho." Maine usse kaha, "Arre tum koyi gair thode hi ho. 

Apne waalo ko nahi bolu to kya kisi gair insaano ko bolu. Tum ek-aadh din rahoge to mera man bhi bahal jaayega. Waise bhi yeh sunsaan ghar kaatne ko daudta hai." Raaj ne haan bhari aur bola, "Theek hai. Aaj to main wapas gaon jaa raha hoon lekin abki baar aaonga to tumhare idhar hi rukunga." Aur yeh kahkar Raaj chala gaya. Meri dincharya jaisi chalti thi chalne lagi. Dopahar mein college ke ladke-ladkiyon ki raaslila dekhti aur raat mein gazar se apni Choot ki bhookh mitane lagti. Phir 20 deeno baad Raaj mere dawaaje per khada tha. Main khush ho kar boli, "Wah, mujhe laga tha tum kewal bol kar hi chale gaye. Ab nahi aaoge." Raaj, "Kaise nahi aata. Ab pure teen din rukunga main yaha. Pehle khana to bana kar khilao badi bhookh lagi hai." Main khaana banane kitchen mein chali gayi aur Raaj hall mein araam karne laga. Hum dono ne saath hi khaana khaya aur phir Raaj bazaar chala gaya. Main usse shaam ke aate waqt subji laane ko kaha aur gazar laane ko bhi kaha. Shaam 7-7.30 baje Raaj wapas aaya. Maine uske aate hi bathroom mein paani rakh kar usse kaha ki tum tyaar ho jao tab tak main khaana bana deti hoon. Khaana khaane ke baad hum log baatein karne lage. Phir main apne kamre mein chali gayi sone aur Raaj hall mein hi so gaya. Raat ke waqt jab bechaini hone lagi to main uthkar kitchen mein gayi aur apni pyaari gazar ko utha laayi. Aaj baichaini ki wajah thi. Ek ladka aaj apni jaaneman ki jungle mein chudai kar raha tha. Maine saansein roke huye yeh nazaara dekha. Aadhe ghate tak chali chudai ne mere hosh uda diye the. Main us seen ko soch-soch kar abhi bhi hamph rahi thi. Mera jism ainthne laga tha. Halanki shaam mein Raaj aane ke baad thodi der ke liye hi yeh nazaara bhooli thi lekin tanhai mein phir se meri nazron ke saamne woh chudai ka seen ghumne laga. Aur gazar ko tej-tej apni Choot ke andar bahar kar apni bechaini ko shaant karne lagi. Jab Choot se paani nikal gaya tab jaakar raahat mahsoos ki. Subah nahane-dhone ke baad khaana banaya aur Raaj jab jaane laga tab use shaam ke liye sabji laane ko bol di aur phirse apni pyaari gazar ke liye bhi bol di. Raaj ke aane ka intezar karne lagi. Ab akele mein phir se woh kal waala seen ankhon ke saamne ghumne laga aur apne aap ko rok nahi paayi. Chal padi college ke pichhe ki pahadi waale jungle ki taraf. Aaj waisa nazaara to nahi dikhayi pada lekin ek jhaadi ki aut mein ek ladki ko do ladko ke beech paaya. Ladki dono ki pant ki chain khole unke Lund ko shahla rahi thi. Ufff… main phir se pagal hone lagi. Woh ladki baari-baari se unke Lund ko apne hoth mein dabati aur choosne lagti. Jiska Lund muhn mein nahi hota uske Lund ko woh apne hath se hila-hila kar maje de rahi thi. Ek baar to main unke saamne jaa hi rahi thi ki yahan ek ladki do-do Lund aur mujhe ek bhi Lund naseeb mein nahi lekin jaise-taise apne aapko roka. Wapas aayi to badi bechain thi aur sidhe so gayi. Shaam ke samay tak besudh soyi padi rahi. Neend tabhi khuli jab darwaaje per jor-jor se pitne ki awaaz aayi. Darwaaja khola to saamne Raaj khada tha. "Kya baat hai? Badi der kar di darwaaza kholne mein. Main kitni der se darwaaza khad-khada raha hoon," Raaj ne aate hi puchha. Maine alsayi si boli, "Haan. Thodi aankh lag gayi thi. Maloom hi nahi pada." Phir uske hath se saubzi ka thaila le liya aur kitchen mein aakar boli, "Tyaar ho jao. Abhi thodi der mein hi khaana bana deti hoon." Khana khaane ke baad hum log baat-cheet karte rahe phir main uthkar apne kamre mein sone chali aayi. Sone se pahle kitchen se gazar le aayi thi. Gazar haath mein aate hi din waala seen nazron ke saamne ghumne laga. 

Kitchen mein khade-khade ji apni nighty ke upar se hi gazar ko Choot per ragadne lagi. Phir achanak yaad aaya ki Raaj bhi ghar per hi hai. Lekin Choot ki aag ne mujhe andhi kar diya aur gazar ko ragadte huye hi apne kamre ki aur chal padi. Bister per letne ke saath hi din waala seen ko yaad karke nighty ko upar kar gazar ko Choot mein phansa diya aur karne lagi andar-bahar. Aaj bada maza aa raha tha. Shayad do-do Lund ka nazaara blue film ke alawa pehli baar dekha tha isliye. Maine pehle aapko bataya tha ki mera husband blue film's ki CD laakar mujhe dikhata tha. Gazar Choot mein daalne se mujhe bada shakoon milne laga aur mere muhn se siskaari nikalne lagi. Jab paani nikal gaya to badi raahat mehsoos ki. Nighty niche kar sone lagi to maine ek shaaya darwaaje ke paas se jaate dekha. Ohh… aaj darwaja band karna bhool gayi thi main. Shayad Raaj ne dekh liya ho. Lekin man mein phir aaya shaayad yeh mera waham ho. Khair. Subah uthi to raat waali baat bhool chuki thi main. Raat ko mujhe sabse jyaada maza aaya tha. Isliye pura badan halka-halka mahsoos kar rahi thi main. Lekin mujhe Raaj ki nazron mein farak mahsoos nazar aaya. Lekin mujhe kya? Khaana banane ke baad Raaj ko khaane ke liye awaaz di aur do thaali mein khaana daal kar hall mein hum dono baith gaye. Raaj nahane ke baad lungi pehne huye mere saamne baith gaya aur chup-chaap khaana khane laga. Khaane khaane ke baad Raaj se maine puchh liya, "Abhi rukoge yaa gaon jaa rahe ho?" Raaj ne mujhe ghurte huye puchha, "Kyon? Mera yahan rahna achchha nahi lag raha hai?" Maine dapat-te huye kaha, "Kaisi baatein kar rahe ho? Mujhe kyon bura lagega. Maine isliye puchha ki agar shaam ko agar ruk rahe ho to subzi lekar aajana." Raaj ne meri ankhon mein jhaankte huye kaha, "Aur gazar bhi." Gazar ka naam uske muhn se sunte hi main chonk padi. Aur mere muhn se kuchh bhi niklte nahi bana. Lekin Raaj ne wapas puchha, "Roj jo main gazar laata hoon uska aakhir tum karti kya ho?" Main aankhein niche kiye huye chup-chaap baithi rahi. Yaani mera raat ko woh saaya dekhna waham nahi tha balki haqikat thi. Raaj ne phir puchha, "Kyon karti ho yeh sab? Jab tumhare paas yeh mojuad hai tab tumhe gazar ki kya jarurat." Yeh kahkar Raaj ne apni lungi ke beech mein se apna funfannaata hua apna moosal Lund bahar nikaala. Main fati ankhon se uske moosal Lund ko dekhti rahi. Mujhe chup-chaap dekhkar Raaj ne mera hath pakda aur meri hatheli mein apna Lund thama kar bola, "Pinky Raani, dekho kaise tumhare liye tadaf raha hai. Ise pyaar karo." Uska garama-garam laal Lawda mere hath mein aate hi uchhal-kood machane laga. Maine jab haath hatana chaha to usne mere hath ko kaskar pakad liya aur meri hatheli se apne Lund ko hilaane laga. Uska Lund aur tan gaya. Phir usne mujhe apni bahon ke ghere mein le liya aur mere chehre ko upar uthate huye mere hothon ko choom liya. Uske tapte huye hoth mere naram-mulayam hothon ko chusne lage. Main beshudh hone lagi. Kayi der tak mere hotho ko chusne ke baad Raaj ne mere hoth azaad kar diye aur mere chehre ko dekhne laga. Maine kuchh bolne ki koshish ki lekin usne mujhe apni bahon mein uthaya aur mere hotho per apne hoth rakhte huye mujhe apni bahon mein jhulate huye bedroom mein le aaya aur bister per mujhe lita kar mere upar let gaya. Main uske jism ke niche dabi huyi badi rahat mahsoos kar rahi thi. Uske wazan se mere dabta hua yauvan mujhe shakun de raha tha. 

Raaj mere hotho ka rus peeta raha, peeta raha aur peeta raha. Jab mujhe saans lene mein takleef hone lagi tab maine use apne upar se dhakela. Phir boli, "Nahi Raaj nahi. Nahi karo yeh sab." Lekin Raaj kahan maanne waala tha. Woh bed ke niche baithkar mere ek taang ko pakda aur laga use choomne. Woh pahle meri pairon ki anguliyon ko chuma phir mere tango per badhta hua mere ghutno tak choomta hua chala aaya. Mere pure badan mein ak ajeeb si gudgudi hone lagi. Mera badan jalne laga. Phir usne uss taang ko chhod kar meri dusri taang ko pakda aur choomta hua meri saari ko upar karta hua meri jangho tak choomta hua aa gaya. Ab mere hosh udne lage. Mujh per nasha sawaar hone laga. Main ab kisi tarah ka virodh nahi kar paa rahi thi. Raaj meri saari ko aur upar karta hua meri dono jaanghon ko chaatne aur choomne laga. Mere dono haath uske sir per chale gaye. Shayad main yeh chahne lagi thi aur uske sir per hath rakhkar maine apna ishaara de diya. Raaj ne meri dono janghon ko chauda kiya aur mere panty ke niche tak mujhe choomne laga. Meri Choot mein rus niklne laga. Bahar to nahi aaya lekin main chaah rahi thi ki Raaj aur aage badhe aur meri Choot ko daboch le. Raaj ne koyi jaldibaazi nahi dikhate huye meri jaanghon per se apna sir hataya aur mere chehre ki taraf dekhne laga. Ab main aur Raaj dono ek dusre ki ankhon mein jhaankne lage. Apne-apne pyaar ka izhaar karne lage. Ek dusre ko samajhne lage. Phir Raaj ne apna muhn aage badhaya aur mujhe apni bahon mein lete huye mere gadraaye huye rasile hoth ko phir apne hoth ki giraft mein le liya. Ab hum dono lage chumban per chumban lene. Hamari jeebh ek dusre ke muhn bagair visa liye aa rahi aur jaa rahi thi. Kisi paasport ki jarurat nahi thi. Dono jane ek dusre ke rus ko pee rahe the. Phir Raaj ne meri saari ke palluh ko hata kar mere dono Mummo ko apne hatho mein jakad liya aur laga unhe dabaane. Mere muhn se siskaari nikal rahi thi. Usne mere hoth ko chhodkar ab apna muhn mere Mummo per de diya. Blouse ke upar se hi mere Mummo ko choomne aur kaatne laga. Mera pura blouse uske thook se gila ho gaya. Main phusphusai, "Pahle kapde to khol do." Raaj ne jhat se mere blouse ke button khole shuru kar diye. Blouse ke hatne ke saath hi mere Mumme joki abhi bhi choli ke neeche the uske saamne aa gaye. Meri choli ke cup mein pure samaaye huye nahi the isiliye bahar ki aur jhalak rahe the. Jise dekhkar Raaj ka dhairya jawab de diya aur meri choli ke saath hi mere Mummo ko choosna shuru kar diya. Uski deewangi dekh kar main kaamp uthi. Uska Lund meri janghon per gad raha tha. Woh mere upar leta hua mere dono Mummo ko choli ke saath hi masal raha tha aur choos raha tha. Ab maine apna haath neeche kiya aur uske Lund ko kas kar apni muthi mein pakadne lagi. Lekin uska size itna tha ki meri muthi mein aa hi nahi paaya. Bahut mota tha uska Lawda. Mujhe laga jaise maine koyi angaara apne hath mein le liya ho. Raat bhar se jo sulag raha tha. Apne haath se uske Lund ki chamdi ko upar-neeche karne lagi. Lambai bhi bahut jyada thi uske Lawde ki. Hath se naapa to jaana ki meri hatheli se bhi bada hai. Ab Raaj apne hath meri peeth per le gaya aur meri choli ke hook ko kholne laga. Jaise hi meri choli ke hook khule mere dono Mummey azzad ho kar uchhal pade.